grandad (L)
my grandad died end of october last year, previous to that i had lost my other grandad in april 2007. Im finding things really hard at the moment, and ive been letting my feelings out in all different ways, such as puncing walls, screaming at family and friends etc. My grandad which died in 2007 died because of his age, bu my other grandad was basicly killed by kings collage hospital. He had a brain hemerage which was quite bad and it effected his whole left side. They operated on it and clipped the bleed but still managed to leave a 1cm cap. A few weeks later there was another bleed on the same side. By then it was too late and he died while my mum was watching him. Im not sure what im more angry or upset about. The fact that the hospital killed him or the fact that he isnt here anymore :/. theres also alot going on in the family at the moment due to my auntie being abit out of order. She basicly chucked my grandad out on the street. She said that if he gets back out of hospial that he coudltn come and live back with her because she didnt want to be the one looking after him 24/7. After he past away she desided to get rid of all his clothes and things. He also had an africa grey (bird) which now is at my house and everytime i look at it, it just reminds me of my grandad. It might just be her way of dealing with his death but she doesnt know how it is affectig the rest of us. I dont know whether i should tell her or not just in case there are more arguements that arise.
